175: I Feel Loved

When I read something about God, I feel blessed and encouraged - to do His will and to get closer to Him.

It lightens my spirit, as if I am re-energized and ready to face another battle.

What is this enlightening and overpowering sensation?

I guess, everytime I read God's Word, I get reminded of His promises,
His being our Father...
and most of all... I FEEL LOVED.

174: Heart Attack

Oh gosh... I hate myself! Until now... I am such a lousy Chrsitian-slash-person with no capability of expressing my true feelings.



I am badly hurt over this emotion... I can't understand why

...

What can I do?
(to be continued)