188: Ang Technique Para Ma-Lessen ang Pressure sa Exam

“Wag mong isipin na iyan ang kinabukasan mo. It’s just a test. Pasa man o bagsak, gigising ka pa din kinabukasan. Kakain pa din. Hahanap buhay pa din.”

Payo ng isang 6th placer sa Architecture board exam.

Buti na lang eh hindi isang superstition ang sasabihin nya. May mga nagpayo sa akin ng kumain ng ganito ng ganito, mag-alay ng ganito at ganun, wag magpagupit ng buhok, magdasal ng sampung ama na min at tumalon ng 3x para tumangkad. heheh… joke lang

So stressed nga ba ako over reviewing? Nakukuha ko pa magbulakbol dito sa internet. Hindi ko na kasi ma-absorb ang mga information so I have to stop once in a while.

Last night, nakuha ko i-describe ang open specification ng aking brain.

Approximately 15″ in diameter, filled with slimy substance, impervious finish (having an absorption level of 0.03%, decorated with an irresistible face)

Siguro, in doing this, I can say that I have learned something in my reviewing.

Impervious… heeh!

Pressured kasi wala na akong career na maisip kapag hindi ako pumasa…. pero malabo rin ang career kapag pumasa. Ambot!

Minsan I think I’m not really cut for interior designing, it’s so stressful and I don’t have the temperament over such things lately. And, this thing called ’self-confidence’ hasn’t really doing it’s job well. All I want to do is to stare at the wall, at the ceiling and at the floor…and TING! Wah! Wall, ceiling floor is still part of interior designing, and I think I’m going to be stuck in this vortex of ‘what-to-do-with-life’ forever.

Unless I see something really worthy about this profession, I won’t be able to give my best shot. The old, passionate me was gone….Oh sigh.

Back to the wisdom

“Wag mong isipin na iyan ang kinabukasan mo. It’s just a test. Pasa man o bagsak, gigising ka pa din kinabukasan. Kakain pa din. Hahanap buhay pa din.”

This gave me quite a slap on the face. He’s right, whether I pass the exam or not, life will still go on and the earth will continue to it’s usual cycle.

Though it seems to me that it would be the end of my career in failing this Interior Design Board Exam, I still have to believe that all things work together for good for those who love Him. Ayan verse yan sa Bible.

Wala. Bible pa rin ang bagsak ko. Si God pa rin ang tatakbuhan ko. Haha! Kahit anung wisdom ang i-share sa akin, yun pa rin ang dulo. Kahit anung emote ko dito, ngingiti pa rin ako…dahil nga ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR GOOD FOR THOSE WHO LOVE HIM.

[KIOKS! Magmadre na lng kaya ako. Ayaw. hahaha!]



Oo nga pala, naalala ko…. Pressure is not naturally there… Anjan yan when you start to doubt your capacity… and also… If you know what God can do…there should never be a pressure. Paraphrased, di ko maalala e. heheh! KIOKS! Mag-aaral na nga ako….wahu!

(September 11, 2008)